Wednesday, July 23, 2003
It's a long time since i my last update? so, how much has happened these few days? hmm...
Sat nite... he msg me just when i was abt to turn in... msg abit then he called me in the end... hmm, i wld prefer a talking relationship then an icqing relationship... if u know what i mean...
Sun nite, mel msg me abt going out with sam for a cuppa... then she told me that sam said that ken felt that everything was going on well between us... well? as frens or something more? i've been pondering thru this for quite sometime... actually not too much lah...
then the whole of sun and mon, he din contact me at all!! :( so i was wondering wat happened? but i swear never to take the first move...
Yesterday morning, i took the 1st move? i sent a good morning msg... yah, so much for all my promises to myself... haiz... in the end i broke it... just like how i said i won't fall for a guy younger than i? anyway, guess i'm not so much as fell for him... i'm still quite neutral, i guess...
last nite after his mms service has been activated, we exchanged photos... hee, he looks quite pathetic on the train... but well, maybe cos he wasn't smiling in his pic... then i was talking to him on the phone... but i was so sleepy after my medication, i had to cut him off when he was enthusiastically talking about his army life... sorry...
this morning apologised to him... and he asked me to send one of my sleepy eyed foto to him... hmm... not on my best , so i rejected him... hmm... now close to the end of the day... dun wanna msg him just as yet.. .still feeling quite sleepy... and not feeling so well... sighz...
| posted by clouds at 4:38 PM
