Tuesday, July 15, 2003
I'm confused, AGAIN! what's he's intention, by sending me a "do u miss me?" message? "if u think of me, u'll feel loved..." all along i thought he was so close to this other girl... this girl who knows him better than i do, who has a nicer face than i do (though i'm quite glad to say i have a better figure than her)... maybe i'm just jealous that they're closer than, he is with me... yah i know, i seem like i'm contradicting myself, first i'm saying how it is impossible between us, then now, i say i'm jealous? hmm...
over and over again, i keep coming to this path on my life, guessing whether this guy likes me, or whether we're really suited for each other... i'm sick of it, but i can't get out of this phase, pls help me out of it! someone?
no, i must tell myself that i dun like him, i shouldn't be the one initiating things... nope, i shldn't msg him b4 he msg me... no! i dun want history to repeat itself...
i should not think so much, maybe i'll just go to bed... tata...
| posted by clouds at 12:10 AM
