Sunday, July 27, 2003
Yup, feeling in agony now, with an aching back and a twisted right wrist, just wondering how i can even type, but well i did manage quite well eh? All these agony, all due to yesterday's fall, real bad... Slipped an fell just downstairs, luckily, i think nobody saw me, or at least i wish to believe no one had seen me... cos nobody came and helped me up... i thought i'm gonna be paralysed! it's so painful! but then , i managed to get up and about... went town to shop with the pain in my back and a stiff right wrist... dun wanna disappoint my friend again, she's been wanting to meet me since 2 mths ago? or am i the one who's been longing to meet her and share my gossips? hmmm...
Now, my right wrist is still swollen, and i'll wince when the car drives across the humps on the road, but i guess i'll survive eh? So shld i go tomorrow? to meet sam, mel and him? ah well, i'm actually quite willing to, but really would feel akward in front of sam eh? hmm...
he told me his cousin lives quite close to me... Not again?! yah rite, like all the guys that i know live so close to me, or are so familiar with my neighbourhood...
So, i was updating my girlfriend about this new potential, and she was saying "very good", "very good" ... throughout... yet, she did point out something which i haven't thought about... wat if everything he says is not exactly true...? like his background, the place he lives in, where he came from etc? I really would like to trust him, and take whatever he said as the truth, cos i'm also truthful in whatever i've told him about... Oh well, i do not know him for a long time so i won't know whether what he told me is indeed true, so we'll take things slowly, one step at a time? But she did tell me that, if whatever he says is true, i should go for it, cos he's too good to be true... well, now that she's said it, if i want to be realistic, it's indeed the fact, but do i really want to love him? do i really want to risk getting hurt after he ORD and returns to the states?
So, back to the question, should i go out with them tml?
*ponder ponder*
| posted by clouds at 9:21 PM
