Friday, April 15, 2005
just read frm shihui's blog.. she said, finding a job is like finding a bf.
quoting from her blog, when u declare ur love to the guy, u have to wait 2 wks b4 he gets back to u. and "somemore if u vvv interested in this guy... so even he say 2 weeks u oso wan to wait till 1 week 6 days 23 hrs 59 min and 59 secs... argh... even if its a "NO" in the end i tink i die die oso wan to hear it from his mouth loh... else i die with my eyes open man"
the analogy is quite true. i'm waiting for the "guy" to tell me he wans to accept me,the guy i prefer. not my dream guy, but i guess i can grow to love him? grow to love him enough to get married, haf kids and grow old with him? this other guy who said he's gg to accept me, i'm not so interested. i do not want to reject him yet, cos he's my life buoy. he can provide me with a stable life within a shorter time.
i guess i should be glad that my relationship is neither of the both situations above? it's mutual love that's driving our r/s now, and i'm glad of it. if only i can get a job i love and the company really feels that i can contribute, then that'll be great. but well, my love doesn't come easily.. and i've been waiting for my perfect guy to come along for quite some time. but does this mean that i need to wait for a long time b4 i get my perfect job? if so, does it warrant for me to go out with some guy (find any job) for the time being 1st?
| posted by clouds at 9:00 PM
