Friday, April 15, 2005
why do i always get these dilemma? haven't i always wanted to teach? ok, well, not really, i'm just in it for the $$. but who isn't? if im not attract by the $, then i won't be so desperately and actively seeking a job..
lemme do the sums: if i get teaching award, they reimburse $6000 for my tuition fees. and i get paid when i'm in NIE. the problem is i didn't get the teaching award thing! they offered the untrained teacher contract, meaning i teach 1 yr, then they see whether they wan me go into NIE. better in some ways, at least i can change my mind aft 1 yr. but, well.. it's kind of not expected mah. so i haf to redo my sums, redo my plans, redo my schedule.
anyway, the other day i went for an interview with the Stats dept. Statistician. hmm.. i felt that it's my best inerview so far. didn't slip off too much, and the aunties and uncles there were quite easy to handle. the problem is, they haven't got back to me yet. if i got accepted, i won't haf to worry so much abt teaching, i guess.. well.. maybe shall call them tml to ask. not tha tthe statistician job i well-paid.. rather, i think the pay lower than teaching. but i still prefer the statistician job, cos office environment, and really boring.. hahaha.. anyway, i dun mind.
lemme tell u all my dream job! to be a fashion mechandiser! too bad i dun haf a diploma in dat, else i would be on my way to be one. haiz.. well.. dreams will always be dreams.. unless i'm strong willed enuff to work for a part time diploma in that field?