Monday, March 22, 2004
went Cha Xuan for KTV with ade, huishan and dear quid... really sang to my heart's content... shd go cha xuan sometimes, it's quite a not bad place, tho a few songs i wanted to sing are not available... was acting like hwee shan the previous day at Holiday Home at one pt, come to think of it, insisting in my song when it was accidentally deleted... ha ha... and dear quid had to pacify me...
later went to have dinner at TPY, gotta get out of the starting-to-rain Chinatown...dun wanna get caught in a flood... the lightning was scary, but dear quid was at risk cos he's the tallest among us... ha ha...
was talking abt our grandparents during dinner, i can't help but feel so gray all over again and i guess he really naticed that my mood has changed and i think maybe my sound cracked a bit... oh dear, why do i always feel like i bare too much emotions? why issit that he can be so sensitive to my emotions?
he sent me home tonite, tho it was quite early... i told him i can walk my (fav) path home, but he insisted on walking me back anyway... i can't believe we have so much to talk abt, tho we were walking so slowly, time seems to past too quickly... and soon we reached the lift lobby... oh well, so i went upstairs, while he walked back to the busstop to take bus home...
back at home, after my bath, i sent him a msg: "hey dear, thanx for sending me home... don't treat me so well, i'm afraid of falling in love... :P" but i know i really mean it even if i put in the ":P" i was feeling quite touched by watever he was telling me today, or maybe i'm just being gullible down here, but i'm sure he's not a liar to begin with... i mean i can be sure abt my judgement this time round... 100 % sure, he's not a cheater, so that's why he's seriously thinking abt things... i can't believe i'm so easily touched... i was lying on my bed, reading his reply, asking me to take care of myself (cos i'm suffering from gastric again)... i went to bed early @ 9pm... but realised i can't go back to sleep when i woke up for a toilet break @ midnite... so here i am, typing down my thots, trying to recollect wat i've gone thru today, and once again felt super touched...
gastric's still hindering me, and luckily he's gone to bed, so i won't need to chat with him online... gives me time to think thru things...
btw, p^3 wanna meet me soon to pass me my long overdued bday gift, oh dear, he even bought a gift for me!! thanx thanx :) long time no see him liao... but i guess something else is bothering me to think abt him? ken? still chat with him online... but no urge to see him nowadays...
| posted by clouds at 1:13 AM
