Saturday, March 06, 2004
remember the smell of all the guys in our jc class? u know, the smell when the guys always go play basketball during break and come back all sweaty and smelly? *yucks* i almost forgot abt all these, until i smell the smell again today, on my way home... suddenly, i feel like going back to jc days... those were the days... altho we have to bear the unbearable yucky sweaty smell, i guess those were the times when i truly felt happy... young and happy...
today spent a lonely day in sch... was mugging in the library till close to 6pm today... didn't achieve as much as i wanted, but at least i did something... then on my way back, on the bus, i felt the smell... at first it was irritating... dunno who's BO is it... but it suddenly struck me how familiar the smell is... oh well, u all must be thinking i must be crazy... ha ha... no lah, it just struck me that i haven't been thinking about my JC class for quite sometime... and yeah, the smell reminded me of those wonderful days in JC... everyone mugging in the library, copying CR's homework, admiring BC's wonderful handwriting, sharing gossips after PE, milo treat from Manu, after school consultations with Manu... those were the days... tho was super stressed during the period, i guess, it's nothing compared to now... when u face everything alone... all the difficulties in sch, all the distractions from work, all the emotional troubles...
oh well, maybe i'm not as alone as i thought... i think i'm lucky to have u all as my frens...
huey, u know, just now when u msg me "understand u're hard at work... here's some coffee to cheer u on!" i almost cried... i'm touched, very touched... u know, i was at the library, just sat down and felt super lonely, and ur msg really cheered me up, or at least made me know that someone will be there to give me support... and maybe that's why i was thinking so much abt JC stuff... those were the innocent days... how i wish to turn back time, but i know i can't, things are never the same anymore... everyone is moving on, so can i pls stop thinking abt going back to time? omigod... i'm such a drag...
| posted by clouds at 9:37 PM
