Sunday, February 22, 2004
Ever since i got broadband, i've lost all interest in blogging. i dunno why, or maybe it has got nothing to do with broadband... just to do with me?
i feel like such a whiner, on my blogs... all the complaints, frustrations, little bits of happiness once in awhile, all the horrible loneliness, all the tons of homeworks piling up behind me... i dun care, i like to whine, but yet i feel so bad for being a whiner... the ironies of life!
Latest whines:
- haven't been out with P^3 since 1st of Feb... which means it's been 3 wks... which means he's just my "1-mth stand"... oh well, dun expect much from him anyway... u know how horrible it is to bear hope on something that'll never bear fruits? that's why i'm not bearing any hopes for him even till now. u heard Sally Yeh's recent song - ai de ke neng? i truly identify with it... think that's how i feel toward him. but life sure gets boring without going out with him... maybe that' s why i dun feel like blogging, cos i got nothing interesting to share... hmm... nvm, he promised to go out with me next wk, tho i might not be free - weitian's b'day celebrations eh?
- tests after tests, tutorials after tutorials... think soon it'll be near the exams and time sure flies... Argh! hate it!
- why r all the pimples coming out AGAIN? i always experience this after 2 wks of my facial treatment... i really hate the lst wk b4 i really get to do my facial again, but then if i go too often, it'll be so costly!!
- my bday is coming... i'm not looking forward to it... i'm growing old liao... and i think this yr, it's gonna be bad... i dun like to hope much, just like how i hoped this yr would be different, but yet, it's the same to me? only thing is, got to know more new frens, got to know my old frens better? no wish list, nothing that i'm dying to buy, nothing, cos i dun want my bday to come...
Latest Perks(when u really need something to look forward to to get u pass the wk):
- 26th Feb is D-day! our KTV @ Kbox day, just the 2 of us... it's gonna be our miniconcert day.. when we can really spend "quality" time together... ha ha.. just the crazie twosome crazie enough to go singing on a wkday lunch time... it's been such a long time since i went KTVing... miss singing, all frustration stored inside me... i'm gonna burst soon if i dun vent it out soon... thinking of all the new Elva and Fish's songs i'm gonna sing... woohoo!!
- today just went bugis to support Andy Yeo in the Semis for Talentquest... tho he didn't get into the finals, i think he has done his best already... and he sings really well... and we screamed like some crazy fans in his mini-concert, tho he didn't win, we had loads of fun... dinner at some "zhu chao" stall along beach rd, yummy, but a bit the expensive... and Andy insisted to treat... and with hwee shan around, there's never gonna be a moment of dull... btw, still haven't gotten the answer to Andy's "Brainteaser" -- why is Cinderella invented? *ponder ponder*
ah well, tml shall hit the books for my Wed's test... should i go jogging tml morning? getting fat liao...
| posted by clouds at 11:44 PM
