Dreaming in the clouds

Saturday, January 01, 2005

u know wat i felt like doing last nite?

i felt like walking down my fave tree-lined pedestrain walkway downstairs, in the middle of the nite.

feel the breeze on my face, absorb the silence around me, feel the warmth of my fleece jacket hugging me tightly.

i want to feel the deep dark nite engulf me.. i wanna feel extremely lonely, feel the love slowly leaving me, suck me free of emotions for the nite.

maybe i should've gone Dbl O and dance the nite away, feel all the noise deafen me, let all the chaos numb me, peel away all the emotions i have..

i hate myself for being so emotional.. i hate myself for crying when i feel lonely, for feeling depressed, for feeling angry.. can someone just remove me of emotions?

| posted by clouds at 1:03 PM