Tuesday, January 18, 2005
what happens when ur friend dislikes ur bf and ur bf dislikes the same friend???
i really think it shouldn't be my fault unless u all think i'm too easy-going when it comes to making friends. nevertheless, i dun want to put on a mask everytime i meet frens. but i guess i can't ever treat my this fren the same way as before. there is already the hatred growing inside of her. there is already the spot between us, the spot that is permanent, unable to remove.
i've already done whatever i can, or rather, i just dun know what else i can do, but do nothing. if i still want both relationships, i guess it's still not up to me. both of them are equally stubborn, and not feel a least bit in the wrong. and both of them feel wronged!! i dun care what goes on between u two, i just hope i can still be frens.. can?
yah, it's not right of me to sit on the fence. and the 1st time i faced this kind of problem is not now, but in primary school.. i guess every1 has experienced this kind of feeling before, in some point of their life or other. however, this time round it's to a bigger extent and i can't handle it! i'm sorry i seem like such a wimp, but i take the "sit-on-the-fence"stand in this kind of things, so sorry i'm not going to do something about the character of my this fren or my bf's right or wrong. that's me, like it or not..
abandon me, for all u want! not like i haven't been abandoned before. if what i've put in for the frendship is not enough, ask urself, have u put in enough for me?
| posted by clouds at 8:55 AM
