Tuesday, January 27, 2004
cold weather, cold space, cold cblc rm, cold u and me... the dreary weather, wet and rainy... gets me down sometimes... but somehow, i feel not so cold in my heart... i am generous, i am indifferent, i can share the same breathing space with someone i once hated, i guess i'm better than ever nowadays!
u know how affected i was whenever i see him around in cblc rm previously? i would msg my galfren and complain abt it... now? i just feel so indifferent... maybe the incident has made me a different gal, maybe i'm slowly coming to terms with it not being my fault, or rather trying to push the blame away from myself... i'm slowly coming to terms with taking the compliments, abt me being a gd exco... maybe i did do some things that deserved to be applauded, or merely doing wat i think is rite wld be enuf... altho i think i did not really give in my utmost?
going for my lecture now... gotta stop thinking abt these things... silly gal... ;p
| posted by clouds at 6:40 PM
