Monday, April 26, 2004
u know when u're a kid, what is ur favourite part of a playground? is it the slide? the see saw? or the swing?
when i was small, i don't like playing the see saw cos i can't find myself a companion to sit on the other side of the see saw with me... furthermore, my butt hurts with the constant bumping...
the slide sometimes scare me, cos i'm afraid i'll land outside the flat landing at the end of the slide... sometimes the sun always burns the metal slide and makes it too hot to slide...
my favourite part of the playground is the swing... it always bring me high up in the sky and throws me into excitement... feeling the wind blow in my face, blowing my hair away from my face... the feeling was great... superb...
today, after such a long time, i got to take a swing... felt how i felt when i was little... higher! higher! i asked dear to push me harder and harder... it felt like flying.. the feeling was great... i felt so much like a small kid... it was great... all worries gone with the wind... i thot i'll never feel like this anymore, but i felt it today... no more worries...
the high-flying feeling... wow, was unimagineably wonderful... and knowing that someone will be behind u to make sure u won't fall, that someone will be there to catch u when u do fall... i can totally let loose of myself... and fly higher and higher... cos i know u'll be there to catch me if i fall... that i'll be in ur arms when i feel like crying... that u'll be there to love me, no matter how flawful i am...
it's been 1 month already... everyday seems too good to be true... even when u're not by my side, i can feel ur warmth, ur care, ur love... i wonder how we'll be coping when 20th may reach... suddenly, i don't seem to look forward to my australia trip as much as before... cos we'll be missing each other too much...
| posted by clouds at 8:38 PM
