Sunday, November 16, 2003
Counting down to my 1st paper... it's 2 more days away!! (huey's last paper leh, such a lucky gal) and counting down to the last paper-- 13 days-- less than 2 wks... these few days me haven't been blogging much rite? phew, thanx to my saviour!
huey: u're the best!! thanx for accompanying me thru the days in sci library... makes studying more bearable... makes me more focused, with the only "distraction" from my "holland v" replay on tv mobile... hope i didn't hinder ur study progress, but i'm sure i'm not such a noisy person once i get down to it, other than me talking super fast and getting super excited after we get out of the library... u see, being supressed for too long gets me super deprived of talk :P ha ha... anyway, i think i accomplished much in sch... but let's say, if the sch is 30 min away from my hse, then i'll be able to accomplish more!! ha ha... *greedy* sighz... there i go again, always wishing for the unattainable... wat will happen to me next wk when ur papers are over? lemme see, dun worry, i'll try to keep up with studying in sch, but i sure gets me down if nobody studies with me, oopss, i'm not trying to make u feel guilty, but hey dun worry, i'll get past it real soon... and i can always find some other place near my hse to study... like Aud's neighbour who goes to the Mac at this shopping centre near our place... tempted to go there since it's so near, or i can try the amk lib, altho now's holidays, so it's gonna be a lot of kiddos running and screaming around...
just let me get past next wk... and i'll be a better gal! ha ha... yup, the papers next wk are super distressing, think i'm gonna get my first below B grade for my EC module, really dreads it... it's gonna be my lousiest EC module!! argh!! can u believe it? it's my 1st EC essays-for-exams module that i'm taking in my uni life, hope it's gonna be my last too... just pray i get to pass it...
Agenda for "today":
-- Ec revison, hope to finish all 8 topics... wow, am i too ambitious? i guess so...
-- chinese readings, shall i read more or shall i start memorising all the facts?
yesterday i was listening to this Chinese song by Ling Fan, called "Staying Alone"... can really identify with the lyrics... it describes my feelings nowadays (but less so these few days since i'm out to study) ... *tempted to translate it and put it here, but i think it'll lose much of the meaning if i translate, so click on the link to my chinese blog to read it?* which reminds me of how much i miss ktving... shall go ktving as soon as exams are over...
Plans for the holidays:
-- Driving lessons
-- Swimming
-- KTVing
-- Shopping
-- Movies, no particular movie me wanna watch but just feel like going to the cinemas again...
-- To the Zoo! haven't been there for a long, long time... wanna feel like a kid again, ha ha...
-- Clubbing
-- Date with Nit and Huey on 29th Nov
-- CBLC chalet on 5th-7th Dec
-- Driving test on 29th Dec *wish me luck*
That's more or less it... unless u wanna date me as well? ha ha...